Evil, putrefaction, everywhere, it's choking me...too much horror for my mind to process! This has been such a difficult week for me, one after another horrible news have been hammered upon my impressionable soul: a serial rapist lurking the nearby grounds of the UPR, robbery, attacks, death ... yes, I knew all these things happened, I've always known...but I never thought I'd be so close to them. I am scared, there is no other word to describe this feeling. This morning, while walking towards college, I was in the border of tears. The morning was grey, cloudy and cold, the air felt heavy. I was walking all by myself and every single noise startled me "that could be a thief, and he'll cut me just to steal something - maybe someone will jump from around that corner and strangle me..."
God, I just wish I could go back to being that 14-year-old that lived in a pink world or at least, be the 23-year-old I am and push a button to make that world a reality.
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Hon...I really don't know what to say since I haven't experienced that world beforehand. I guess I have never worried myself about that kind of stuff, maybe because I'm immature in not believing we live in that kind of world. If I did believe that then I would accept it as a sad reality of life, and not make myself sick worrying and not taking the good with the bad stuff in life.
It really worries and saddens me that you're going through that, I know that you'll be protected by all the little angels you have surrounding you...Nothing will happen to you as long as you believe it won't and as long as you're careful.
Love you.
Happy 24th post mommy
Virgen Santa que no te pase nada. Yo leí el articulo en el periódico y me dio tanto miedo por todas las muchachas de el área. Sean que conozco o que no las conozca me asusta igual. Ten cuidado chica y si puede compra de esos seguros de palito que se corren para instalarlos dentro de la puerta (de los buenos no de los chipi que se salen con una patada a la puerta) y pepper spray seria una buena idea también.
pasamos el rato diario pensando en otras estupideses y jamas se nos ocurre que algo así nos pasaría a nosotros no?
Mommita, de veras que nuestra situación está horrible, pero tu verás que nada nos va a pasar. Recuerda que Harita está contigo y los Niimu angelitos tmbn!!! Te amo!!!
Awww, poor Nina! T_T Don't worry!! I will save you! Just call me and I will come running!! T_T *takes out his platinum knife*
Hey, if you happen to see a black man with a scar on his cheek, preguntale por mi cadena antes de que te ataque! T_T Kidding! ^_^
P.S.
It was funny to read everything in English, and then algunos de los comentarios en español, lol!
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